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Friday, June 29, 2007, 8:46 PM today was a fun day in choir.... we dance the ndp songs....we leaders are suppose to lead them....lol... anyway i blew up at SOMEONE who irritate me ...cuz i mean....we haven been practicing this dance ever since 2005 and now we got to teach them and then definitly we will make mistake but that idiot juz irritate me by complaining that we cant dance well enuf...and so i got fedup and threw the crop on the ground...lol..im sorry if i scare the juniors lol....cuz i really couldn't stand that SOMEONE ... ok anyway ...had a fun day .... but there is this weird feeling in me.....i du know why ...maybe sy is right.... i dun really have a best friend cuz i dun trust anyone....i mean like.....not really dun trust but juz that...i dun give everyone enuf trust.....i dun know why.... even up till now i still doubt if i shld trust mushroom family...i dun know why...i mean we are like laughing and playing wiv each other but i still dun trust anyone....lol... but there is one thing i can confirm i like sticking wiv them...... i love playing aound wiv mushroom family and those boys..... i like to spend my time wiv them.... i juz like to have fun wiv them ....but i dun know how... i dun know why i juz dun dare to talk to those boys at times.... maybe it's time to learn...cuz i have confirm that these ppl will be my friend forever..... and i will try my very best to keep these ppl around me for they are all my BEST BEST FRIENDS.. Wednesday, June 27, 2007, 9:51 PM nowadays.....have some weird feelings within me...dunno y...lol but i think that everything is over already...at least i dun have to bother about him....maybe this is the feeling when 1 try have already forgotten about who u liike.... anyway today had english...i dun know why but i love english lessons as i get to be close to the 2e2'06 peeps lol... english lessons wiv them seems great and fun....even when mdn choo gave us lots of hmwk i actually dun really mind...becuz during english lessons i really had lots of fun wiv them....sometimes even though we dun tok to each other during lesson...but seeing them around is great...maybe its becuz these ppl are the ones that when im down or wad so ever they are there for me as a support....feel great having them around.... and as for the person that i like shall be kept a secret within myself... i do treasure u ...but i treasure my friends even more.... Friday, June 22, 2007, 8:58 PM 2 days ago had a tok wiv brian .....erm...sort out some problems ....and i've thot it through ... THKS BRIAN then today was searching for blogskin he whole noght..and finally found this...whahaha... maybe to some ppl it's not nice.. but i love it ok !!! LOL then today whole day was surpose to do hmwk.. but end up i didnt do any !!! was watching tv... so now means left 2 days moe to choing for maths !!! omigod.... lol.... anyway.. ending here i'll meet someone out there better then u in the future.. *SWEAR* JESUS: THE REASON FOR SEASONS Labels: JUZ LIKE NORMAL... Tuesday, June 19, 2007, 6:48 AM didnt sleep the whole night .... not like i have smth on my mind but i juz didnt wan to sleep...dun know y... was looking at the sky.....nice !!! seeing the sky from dark black to like light blue and a little pinkish ...this make me feel like is so miracle.... dunknow why suddenly feel like that is like no one ever notice it ...but it still go on as a cycle.... is doesnt bother if any one notice it.... it juz rises..... it is so nice to see the sky turning it colour... hahah maybe some ppl might think im crazy ..... dun sleep then do nothing but look into the sky.... but i do recomment one day when u dun feel like doing anything or got nothing to do... juz look into the sky..... in the night u will see those stars.... those stars are like so bright..... it some how make u happy and makes u wan to tok to it.... lol... im serious try it maybe u might think it's a waste of time...but seriously try it .... u will really love it.... for me by looking at the stars...make me htink of my friends when im in chalet.... having bbq.... or maybe at times when we quarrel..... the stars in the night at very very nice...... and when u suddenly see it slowly disappearing... u will feel a sense of lost but...it makes u wan to see wad will happen next... wad collour will the cluods be.... by looking at the clouds the stars make u feel very peaceful and calm..... .... now this timing u can hear birds chriping..... it like....the things that we seldom take notice suddenly comes alive.... u will suddenly feel like the birds are singing.... the pinkish blue clouds make it even more wonderful... is like u are in a world so calm so peaceful.... unlike in the afternoon u may could have so peace but!!! most of the time u can onli hear cars engine...which spoils the whole picture in ur mind... but now....hearing the birds make u feel so.....calm... the sky today is extremely nice..... maybe becuz i dun really used to notice it but....pple if u have the time take a look at the sky.... maybe at times.... it is juz blue ...but !!! if one day the sky remains black ....definitely all of us will miss the blue of the sky..... it is juz like treasure wad u have .... whenu lose it u can nvr get it back again..... but for me i found a treasure today ..... it is the blus pinkish sky..... ..... and now the sky is turning to onli blue....leaving small patches of pinkish clouds all spread around..... is wonderful to see the clouds changing colours..... .......... the birds are still singing....... the clouds are still there..... but wad's not here....is all my friends..... the atmosphere in my room is really great now...the onli light then i can find is from my laptop and the sky......beautiful..... i wan to keep this memorries down ..... as for now...i onli wan to keep on looking at the sky...seeing it changes.... lol... guess wad...it is chaning inti bright morning sunlight where by parents are all getting awake preparing to go for work and where i could onli haer water sound and not birds singing....-_-lll but it's ok.... at least the birds did sing..... and the sky did change it colour.... and the time i spend looking and admiring the sky is worthwhile... pple when u are feeling down ....look into the sky it does helps... no matter what time .....even if its in the afternoon where the sun is the most glaring because no matter what time u look at the sky.... u would find smth different.... smth amazing is happening..... so....look into the sky.... and maybe oneday u will find the sky in the colour that u like.... or maybe even in the shape that u like... spend more time on the tings and ppl around u ... treasure them ...for they might be the most precious and valuable treasure u ever met.... eliza....... :) Labels: pinkish blue Saturday, June 16, 2007, 2:04 PM im numb.... i have no more tears left for them... this is the scar that is within me no one could help im alone .... let me be.... maybe onli likethat i could find my happiness... is dumb to waste my time but onli then could i remeber how to live maybe i will be a mute.... or even a dumb.... but it doesnt matter.... cuz i prefer to be like that... at least i wldnt be hurt......... let me be alone............ having being hurt for more than twice is enough give me time to heal my wound...... plz........ Thursday, June 7, 2007, 10:17 PM okok today had a very very big surprise from charrier and the rest at first i thot onli like a few ppl coming for this dinner lol.. but it is like so surprising when i saw so many ppl was there i was so totally shock !!!!! anyway back to the beginning when to the HAPPY JOY RESTARANT erm let e c .......eh on the first table there was daphne yenting ziyao kenneth dylan weeleong jiaming\then on the second table there is greac charrier carine me zk sy ht ...erm practically had lots of fun wiv them was laughing thoughtout the whole dinner.....erm lots of fun .....eh....ai ya i dunknow how to describe but i really like it today !!! lol... oh ya !!! about the presents sy ht zk bought for me a piglet and poohbear really really very cute !!! omg thks guys then the mushroom family bought for me a blue mushroom cylinder haha....very nice of them then the final one ....weeleong jitnung kenneth dylan jiaming they bought for me smth that i think no one could expect ...lol....they bought for me a can mushroom !!! shocking eh lol......but maybe i could say like it's really really "thoughtful" whahah...lol... anyway here really thank u guys so much for tonight dinner...... will always be in my heart loll........ ending here ...haiz tmr is the last day of work experince will surely miss the ppl there especially xiao fong jie jay and lots more |
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