Sunday, April 8, 2007, 9:42 PM it's been long since i last post....maybe due to those feelings within me that i could no longer understand myself.....i use to think that juz by thinking of ways i could solve almost every trouble in my mind.......but now my mind is in a mess.... i dun understand a single thing bout us.....our friendship seem to have been broken........ maybe i have change but...i seriously dun understand...i mean i used to like the way we joke and everything...but now it seem to hve change...maybe from the beginning i was wrong i use to think that our friendship is strong but i think im worng...i over estimated our friendship...alright...i thot it through......maybe the onli think i could do now is juz to like pretend and bear wiv every single thing.... fin so now i think the first thins is i have to change my temper........a real difficult thing to o....like wad agnes say...all u can do is to ren !!! ....lol...... i kind of miss my primary school friends now....kiagek sf marchia erny tim ken shaun travion and lots more...i mean whenever i need them they are thereespecially sf !!! she is like my longest friend...since k2 we play together .........miss her alot...and kiagek....forever joking aroundwiv me .........and erny who always like 'enlighten' me.....not forgetting shaun lah ......when bored will sms him.... i mean our friendship since primary school last and yet u and me....wadever !! lol........ maybe we ppl take things for granted..........i mean ya we dun treasure things until one day when uwe lose it.......haiz.... anyway today saw a bk wiv a title life without limits.... didnt really read the bk but i was like looking at the cover staring at it for like at least eh.........5 mins?! lol...... anyway really miss my gd gd friends !!!! maybe is onli when ithe day i leave then will they treasure the frineds around them....... within a human there will always be selfishness and jealousy ... i really hope that i could get rid of this thing...is onli then when i would have no more worries i really need a fairygod mother now.... i need no sympathy ...wad i wan is juz real friendship.... and someone who really cares about me.....i mean REALLY care about me feeling abandon......suck !! |
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