Friday, April 27, 2007, 7:22 PM
bad

feeling complicated.....
i will not trust anyone


i feel like im a helping centre
when ppl need help they come and find me...no need help jiu push me a side....
HA wad i joke i treat her as if she is some one so very important and that will do all i could to help her as she USED to be a gd friend of mine......
i spent the whole day not revising my work ....cried almost at a time i was like walking home and my mind went blank i dun know why i am here.....almost dead at that moment ....
wheni was walking home today in the carpark i almost got bang by a car......dun know what i was doing......
i mean i dun think there is a point to die ...lol....but i juz wasnt concentrating....reach home...all of a sudden was watching wan yu buti cried......was like wth ......
but lucky thing i had a gd thought.....i think it's juz my life lah......
promise nvr to dash to help her anymore ,not like im evil but i think that she need another gal example....lol...i think the ppl whom i pour my sorrows to knows ba....

i hate this feeling, i mean since she needs her then...i shall leave them and juz like go to ppl who seriously need my help.....
i dun know if im rite to do this decision not....

i could no longer take itanymore that is why i blog.....pardon me if i said anything bad.....
im on the verge of going bonkers....


decision made : leave them alone and dun care?
i mean is it worth it.......u ppl juz treat me as if im a helping centre responsible for helping ppl....
and plz do not show me ur f*ucking attitude........thks for the cooperation.....
na dalso dun act as if u pple know everything ............ PLEASE!!!!!!



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