it's all about us

im confused

2011-07-20T16:03:00.002+08:00

im scared.
im confused.
im lost.

its not that smooth sailing afterall rite?

its a choice that i have to make now...
shld i continue or not?

dammit

2011-06-02T23:13:00.002+08:00

as always...
i accidently deleted some VERY impt msgs in my phone...
and so this time i tried to retrieve them back...
i CHOOSE to believe in the website and end up downloading a program..
it did retrieve abck some sms.. but those are not the ones i wanted...
and then i had to sync my phone ...
and know wad..
ALL my stuff are gone..
-_-lll so now im left with an empty iphone again..
LOL

well done eliza..
WELL DONE

wad can i say...

2011-04-09T11:16:00.002+08:00

hmmm life have been dullllllll
i mean im having attachment for a month
besides some small gathering and outing..
i have been stuck to a certain routine..
sleeping early and waking up early have been install into my life..

how i miss studying in sch LOL!
yea... contridicting but well..
at least i can choose to skip certain lessons in sch :/

but looking on the bright side..
i found some nice friends there tooo..
the part timers there are really nice and cute..
while the full timers there can be really fun to be with at times...

i just hope that things would be better as days past (:

hang on

2011-02-23T22:26:00.001+08:00

i cant wait for exams to be over..
LOL.
3 modules to be tested on..
and after so i will be free for ONE WEEK
before attachment starts..
so gg to watch slamdunk again after the exam!

slamdunk ... wait for me

pics that would last

2011-02-18T23:37:00.018+08:00

here are the photos

a not so completed class photo :/

MY CLASS CLIQUE (:

<3

Michelle

Michael

kong hock

Kelly

manfred

Alicia

Dominic

Zhining

Momo

These are the ppl who gone thru the 2 yrs of poly with me.

thankfully i have got them..

if not my poly life would have been a not so interesting one..

last day of 2L04

2011-02-17T22:14:00.002+08:00

today marks the end of yr 2 sem 2.

i have been spending my past few days with my class clique..
somehow... i cant believe that 2 yrs past so darn fast.
i cant imagine how attachment life would be like w/o those jokers around,
they can really make me laugh and enjoy my class time with them.
i love those times when we would go for lunch together after classes.
or simply skip class together and end up playing arcade at clementi or gg to michael hse for MJ.

hmm..
i would definitely miss them during the 6 months attachment.
but well..
for now i will do all i can to enjoy every moement i could with them (:

anw.. took many photos with my clique today...
but have to wait for michael to upload...
cant wait to publish those pics on my blog
HAHA

pictures are things that last

2011-02-14T22:55:00.003+08:00

somehow..
i kind of miss my secondary sch days pretty much..
i read my blog post in the past..
and couldnt stop laughing..
read my friends post too
and i laugh even harder.

when i saw those pics..
damn.. they were freaking funny
we have changed SOOO very much..
haha

its true when ppl say pictures are the only things which are left at the end of the day.

somehow..
im feeling very complicated now..
year 2 is coming to an end..
and that means this thurs would be my last day of 2L04
im feeling rather sad cus after this sem, we might be able to stay in the same class anymore.
sad to say but.. we are only getting closer to each and every one of us this yr and we might have to part the next sem.
hmmm

OMG

2011-02-06T16:48:00.004+08:00

charrier and grace!!
watch this video..
and u will fall for JongHyun even more!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PDxv8E5VJ_8&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AzWLclWa8Do&feature=related

oh gosh...
he is SOOOO MANLY !!
haha WTH

im acting like a spoilt idiot

2011-02-06T14:20:00.002+08:00

was surpose to go chruch in the morning...
but i skipped it all becus i got home late last night..
reached home at 2 plus 3am
and K.O.
damn..

and wad made me more guilty was that,
dad knew that i got up home late last night and told mum to allow
me to have more sleep and skipped church service..
and before he left the hse..
they even brought me breakfast..

hmm...
im like a poilt kid..
time to wake up and reflect on the things that i do nowadays eh..
hmmm

PS: jn is gg army tml.. all the best (:
remember to contact us when u booked out 3 months later ((:

SHINee :DD

2011-02-01T21:48:00.002+08:00

sorry but im in love with them..
HAHAHA
i know its kind of slow...
but after watching SHINee Hello Baby,
i find Onew and Jonghyun SUPER CUTE
and i love JongHyun for being such as mischevious idiot in the show
esp when JongHyun is with Onew.
these two are the funniest pair, srsly...

i cant help it but to watch their MV over and over again

OH MAN...
i knw.. im acting like a young teenage fan,
going all crazy over some korean stars..
but well..
its gd to be like that once in a while :DD

its true!

2011-01-25T23:50:00.001+08:00

hey.. sometimes its not that i dun bother..
srsly
its just that i dun know how to show that i bother..
hmm

anw...
another interview tml..
goddammit..
i kinda hate interviews.. srsly..
i mean.. its damn awkward..
wish me all the best tml ppl.

tsk tsk tsk

2011-01-06T19:22:00.002+08:00

okay so wad now...
wad shld i choose ...

the one with high pay or the one which is nearer to my hse?
the one which has lower difficulty or the one which is harder?
the one that i like or the one which i can handle better?

okay.. i wish i coul.d take up the challange for the one under Changi..
but the distance and the processes to go thru is kind of long and tough
but if i were to choose the other two which is nearer to my house..
then wad? cus there is one which i do not prefer that much...

hmm...
i guess i shld not take the easy way out rite?
at least try for the one under Changi..
if i get in then well done..
if i dun.. then.. well i might get into my second choice rite???
HMMMMMM

i guess i shld stop thinking and just go for it
LOL !
so much for my blabbering..

i just wanna say thank you God

2010-12-29T19:43:00.002+08:00

u know how nice it feels like when u reach home late
and ur mom or dad doesnt nag at u,
instead they would ask u,
how was ur event today?

i cant help but to blog about how happy i felt,
to have such mum and dad.
i mean we do have little conflict at times..
which family doesnt?
but
im glad, it seems that mum and dad no longer look at me as if im a little girl.
but a grown up who knows wad she want.. and will fight for it.
thank you god.

if i have to divide my life into 3 parts,
family, friends and love.
i would say i have done pretty well in the part under family and friends.
but i might have failed in the category under love.
but it doesnt matter now.
cus i realised which is more impt to me now.

God, i know u have brought uncle peter into ur kingdom,
and have helped to reduce his sufferings.
but do remember continue to shower ur blessings to his family
because they would really need it now.
esp Aunty Joe.

girl, i hope u would be alright too.
cus all i can say is this is a part of life which u have to go thru.
no matter wad,
just cry and get thru it.
it might be really tough but,
just think again, after this u would be a much stronger girl (:
we will be there for u.

life seems...

2010-12-06T21:25:00.002+08:00

2 tests down..
2 more to go..

well..
its gg to be the dreadful tues tml..
TUAS again...
kind of fedup with the WSS module..
fine fine..
2 more weeks and im done with u !

need to work on my fingering...
kind of sucky up till this point.
cant really produce the sound which i really want..
and the notes theory which was taught last saturday..
im pretty blur with it..
but nvm... i will work on it

as for the coming test ahead...
GOD PLEASE BLESS ME.
i have not started on ITM
which means im only left with thursday to study for 4 chapts..
KILL ME

cant wait for 13 dec
after CT we will be having Xmas exchange
and after so maybe we will go moive and Kbox???
WOOTS ~~
have been long(rough 2 months) since i have been to K sessions
the prev timei went was the on in Wuhan..
aww... those good times over there (:

hmm..
i need to keep myself rather busy during these few weeks
((:

tough life?

2010-12-01T19:02:00.005+08:00

i dun wan to see things i shldnt see
i dun wan to hear things i shldnt listen
i dun wan to eat things i shlnt eat
i dun wan to know things i shldnt know
i dun wan to face things i shldnt face
i dun wan to do things i shldnt do
and most importantly
i dun wan to feel things i shldnt feel

things sometimes doesnt change for the better
thats the fact..
we all change
our environment change
and that causes the ppl around us to change as well

sometimes do u ever have this feeling that
u dun need a single friend?
well.. i did
gg out for lunch alone
gg shopping alone
gg for movie alone
i use to think that those were weirdest thing one could do
but now i shall think again.
maybe its not that bad afterall.

when time runs out

2010-11-22T12:25:00.003+08:00

time...
sometimes i wonder if 24 hours a day is enough...
i need more sleep...
but i have got loads of work to do
hmm
if only i could borrow time

wad will be, will be

2010-11-18T21:10:00.002+08:00

if acting dumb makes u live longer..
then u jolly well continue to act dumb
LOL

anw...
sch have been WONDERFUL
esp TUESDAY
UH HEM !
but well...
its just FOUR more sessions to go..
i think i can bear with it

hopefully my performance would be better for tml...
hmm

i can do much better than this

2010-11-15T00:59:00.003+08:00

today was terrible..
i didnt know i would be sooo affected by it
my whole performance was sucky
like.. really sucky..
i practiced for almost 2 hours
and yet....
it turned out bad
i cant coordinate
hmmm..
time to reflect again yes?
and i bet i have to put in more effort in side reading..
i suck at it..
as proven by my performance today..
damn..
i know i could have done better yes?

well..
if only i could just concentrate on wad is important now..
and not allow myself to have time to think about the unimportant stuff
hmmm
its okay eliza...
you just got to practice even harder now..
(:

its the thots that counts??

2010-11-08T21:08:00.002+08:00

ever thought about how dumb a person can get?
well i got my ans today
its okay..
time to get on with some srs thinking again

so...
how do i find time to complete all of my work when i have sooooooo
many things planned up ahead??
gosh..
forsake them? IMPOSSIBLE

hmmmmm
i shall stop my crapping now..
and get on with my EP work..
OH GOD...
WHY DID I CHOOSE THIS MODULE?!
!@#$%^&

movie marathon

2010-11-06T22:27:00.003+08:00

yeap had movie marathon over at D hse...
about 15 of us came... out of which 10 of us stayed overnight at her hse..
the feeling was nice ^^
hmm.. didnt really take any pics..
but still...
those memories will be our mind
hahah

anw....
after so much fun..
i realised that i had ALOT of work to left to do..
im left with ALL of my WSS work
and my EP.
god dammit..
i really love to take pics..
but he thing is the class is pretty dry though..
and to make thing worst.. its a 8am lesson..GOSH

missing them soooo much

2010-10-25T20:59:00.004+08:00

OH MAN
i have no idea why
but i miss the ppl in 5th OIP :((((((

enhancing my life

2010-10-23T21:51:00.002+08:00

yeap, my life would definitely be more interesting now..
with more schdule planned up ahead,
eliza would be contented with ther life for the moment

on the other hand, i miss 5th OIP friends..
hope to see u guys soon kay..
hmm... i guess we will all meet during our next presentation
but for now, lets all work hard to complete our project
Jia you ! ^^

its just another thing

2010-10-13T00:52:00.002+08:00

im tired.
hopefully after a night rest everything will become better

IM IN WUHAN !

2010-09-16T11:27:00.003+08:00

hello everyone....
currently im in wuhan..
lind of lazy to blog cus the internet here is really really slow..
and so....
IF
if u wan to know how is life like in Wuhan
read my other blog BUT PLEASE du give any comments lol...
cus its graded

www.elizalifeinwuhan.blogspot.com

im not a memory card for goodness sake

2010-09-09T00:27:00.002+08:00

look at the title again

im soooo tired of memorising
sooooooooo very sick of it..
tml LAST PAPER
finally ^^

the thing is i have thot about it,
for tml's paper
calculation would stand about hmm lets say 60marks altogether
while theory is 40 marks
sooo maybe..
maybe i will give up the theory LOL
okay that mean i MIGHT fail if there is any errors in my calculation
but STILL im sick of memorising the theorieSS

but i dun wan to regret once i get my results
and start cursing
OH DAMN

i've got a nice friend ^^

2010-09-02T19:44:00.001+08:00

cant help but to blog
was talking to shukai
asking how is life..
told him about last min studying
and he gave me this link
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ieCXoJoZr_Y

HAHA
so nice of him .
THANKS SHUKAI ((:

im an idiot -_-ll

2010-08-31T16:15:00.002+08:00

i was so looking to go back HSS for teachers day
and yet..
i over slept..
so it turn out that i didnt manage to visit any of my teachers..

but still manage to join the rest for lucnh at ikea.
well
time to head back to studying..
a few more days and everything would be over
phew...

contridicting

2010-08-31T01:59:00.002+08:00

i have sooo much time, yet i have no time to study
i just couldnt set aside some time for me to study
simply because i cant be bothered
yes.. i cant be bothered.

on the other hand im really looking forward to wuhan trip
at least i can allow myself to take a short break overseas
even though i would still be studying over there.

anw..
later in the day i would be gg back to HSS
kind of miss HSS
especially early morning at the parade sq
laugh and gossip haha
hopefully tml i would be able to see a NICE performance by the students
^^

wad kind of life is that??

2010-07-30T12:09:00.002+08:00

okay im not happy tieh bpe results i mean srsly, but on second thot i deserve it LOL
i wasnt doing my best during presentation cus literally i couldnt be bothered
well hopefully i don get a C for this module it would definitely affect my GPA
gosh
ok skip this.

recently many things have happen in my house.
been gg in and out of A&E for 2 consecutive night.
but i am glad that everything is fine for now..
hopefully things get better
im gg to look on the bright side of things now

so ...
there will be 3 test next wk
and i will be having a study break for 3 wks or izzit a month?
well.. after so i will leave for wuhan
and when im back there will be hell lot of things i wan to do
i mean it..
haha
i have planned it alr..
and im soooo looking forward to it.

happy? yes? no?

2010-07-15T10:43:00.002+08:00

think life as a game. wad is the joy if u nvr lose?

meeting grace,gerald and zk for lunch later
im soooo hungry now...
the lecturer is going on and on and on
but nobody is listening..
sad isnt it??
haahha

add some ingredients to my life pls...

2010-07-11T19:44:00.003+08:00

beside living my life with this dumb routine..
is there anything i can do to make it better??

i have SOOO MANY PLANS !!
but it seems that im freaking not fulfilling them..
why??
the ans is IDK..
idk how to start
idk when to start
idk wad would happen if i start

perhaps, i shldnt even consider so much anymore..
by the time i made my decision,
i guess all my dreams will be FAR FAR away.

300 Dear so and so

2010-07-03T21:25:00.002+08:00

just for today i took up a part time job,
wad i had to do was to write the names on the invitation cards.
and yes
ME WRITING LOL !
okay this is the first time i feel pressured while writing tsk tsk ..
well my handwriting is known to be "beautiful" ever since the day i know how to write
and so when i wrote the first card i was so stress, no joke ppl.

but still i manage to finish the 300 names in the list
WOW !!
the first time that im SOO concentrated while writing
made a few mistake here and there but well
who doesnt haha

anw, even though it took us around 3 hours to write i enjoy my sat with the girls (:

ps: im thinking if i should take up a part time job on sat, but i can onli do it after my wuhan trip i guess

im not listening

2010-06-29T11:29:00.003+08:00

currently in class INV
and im totally not listening..
ear piece on, youtube on.
thats wad im doing.

gosh, i felt that i have changed into another person
i cant laugh like i use to,
i cant find things that make me real happy..
like wth?!
cancer wasnt a thing i thot would happen to any1 around me..
but the truth is, it does happen
if only i could do something to help out on wads happening now..
damn.

my eyes are closing

2010-06-26T22:48:00.003+08:00

im just so damn tired..
i feel like sleeping till i drop..
okay that sound weird
but still
im very tired..
and the thot that i still have work left undone make me sick
tsk tsk

can i be allowed to just sleep thru the whole of next wk?
skipping lessons..
and doing nothing but just sleep
im soooooo tired

brainwash idiot

2010-06-20T15:58:00.002+08:00

this is the time when i wishi could literally place my brain into the washing machine and let it be washed real clean

i need to do smth to forget some other things..
i had enough of my own nonsense though.
okay damn..

on the other hand
im damn pissed with I&E
getting 20 ppl wouldnt be that difficult if all ur friends could make it
but thats the best situation
the fact that we can hardly get 20 ppl makes me sick

oh damn

you guys are simply great

2010-06-13T12:01:00.008+08:00

thanks guys for the celebration yesterday ((:
thanks for the video made by the guys
the presents given by every single one of u
moments spend with u guys are always damn fun
and time passes really fast too
anw..
i will always remember yesterday (:

a necklace given by charrier

Chocolates given by carine

a pillow with a shirt that is drawn by the guys together with a video

a handbag given by yen ting

bracelets, a very meaningful journal book and a card drawn by grace

thanks ppl ((:

2010-06-11T20:27:00.015+08:00

so celebrated my bday with poly clique
awesome is the word to describe (((:

went to Kbox with zn kelly mic momo manfred kh
sang for 3 whole hours or more haha
love those time spend screaming with them into the mic HAHA

then headed to town for dinner @ PS..
alicia fit and julia join us for dinner
till then did i know that they were actually shopping for our presents
thanks girls..
they bought me a mouse which i really needed (:
and a wallet which i love it so much hahah
im using it alr girls

then after so headed to a pub to chill
had 2 drinks onli
the first one was... smth smth dry
then had tequila pop which fit treated us THANKS WOMAN ((:

after so headed home at 11 plus 12..

thanks ppl for making my 18 bday a wonderful
its great to know friends like u guys (:

write writing wrote

2010-06-06T18:43:00.002+08:00

finally done with that 5 chpts of BPE..
hopefully it is useful for tml paper

PS: did u ever regret? thats the qns i wan to ask you

a FUN elearning day, thanks to Michael

2010-05-26T00:35:00.004+08:00

elearning can be FUN

yes FUN if u could do it with ur friends haha

today i enjoy elearning day the MOST

we headed down to Michael hse to do our elearning together

hahah

srs, we actually brought our own laptops and use it in his hse

we have got like 8 of us, imagine 8 laptops on at the same time, using the same network at a friends house! haha..

We manage to complete our quiz while having loads of laughter..

of cuz after we have done our proj and quiz we played mahjong

HAHAHAH

that was wad i really wanted ((:

after so we headed to NorthPoint, 18 chef for dinner (:

anw,

thanks michael, for allowing us to go to his hse to do our work together,

we even bought chips and drink to his hse haha..

anw.. enjoyed this day (:

music, thats wad we need

2010-05-23T22:35:00.001+08:00

one less lonely girl

dedicated to u, charrier

2010-05-20T11:07:00.002+08:00

u know, sometimes i also do miss those times spend in sec,
when we can shout like nobody business
quarrel till we cry,
laugh till we tear,
sing till we lose our voice,
play till we are too exhausted to walk.
but the thing is now even though we are now in diff poly,
we can still do the things we used to do.

i understand we all get tired once in a while,
just take a break,
just remember to be urself,
if u are angry, just scream it out,
if someone irritate u, just give him/her a punch on the face,
if there is anything that made u sad, just cry it out,
if there is someone who made u cry, tell us, u know wad we can do ^^
if u need some listening ears, we are always there for u

we all have our own problems, which we cant solve alone.
so we need friends to help us.
and so.. just give us a call if u need us.
dun worry, dun even think that u are causing any trouble to us..

will talk to u tml nite okay ((:
when we meet up ((:

tooo tired

2010-05-16T18:20:00.002+08:00

so projs are like the main thing in my life now..
it seems that i dun really have a gd time management
and that is really bad..
cuz i desperately need it now..
all the test and deadlines are just a irritant..
not forgetting the tutorials which i have..
but no matter wad..
i will not forgo my movies and outing...
LOL..

just hope that everything will turn out smoothly..
LOL

a special day

2010-05-09T16:26:00.002+08:00

mother is the first word a child know, a word teenager neglect, a word adults miss the most
- father richard chia

how true..
but welll
mum happy mothers day
u have been my mum for 18 yrs and it will be on gg..

and dad !
happy birthday !!

(:

Inkheart

2010-05-08T15:56:00.003+08:00

just completed a movie
Inkheart
its a movie showed in 2008

nice show,
its about a guy who is able to read the characters in the book into life
im not gg to elaborate on this show
but just find time to watch it.
i guess most of us will love it

THANK GOD ((((:

2010-05-06T20:39:00.003+08:00

eliza is HAPPY
yes HAPPY
cuz i am able to go for the WUHAN OIP trip (((:
HAPPY
hahaha
lets hope that everyone is able to go
so that we could enjoy ourselves to the fullest !!

its all about how to convince urself

2010-05-02T00:08:00.002+08:00

sometimes
things do have to come to an end
so instead of feeling upset and everything
why not just try to get over it
even though the process is hard
but once u have overcome it
u will feel much better
and so eliza
things will get better soon
promise urself that (:

just sharing

2010-04-18T16:30:00.002+08:00

just some videos on babies
enjoy ppl
HAHA

"Little Faker" Baby Crying To See If Mommy Is Coming, Funny

Kid Saying Fire Truck

Kid Drinking Out of Toilet

Baby Scared by Snoring

医神华佗

2010-04-15T21:18:00.002+08:00

医神华佗
a HK drama. based on the history of china.
its a story of a doctor
a person who has a great heart
and treat everyone fairly and equally..

watch this show
and u could reflect on urself..
would u do the same if u were him in those scenarios?
well.

watch this show and u will knw
wad im talking about (:

BURNT !

2010-04-14T23:27:00.001+08:00

okay damn...
im officially a BLACK girl now..
and i mean it BLACK...
im so tanned rite now...
GAWD...

紫玫瑰 ROSEATE-LOVE

2010-04-01T20:59:00.002+08:00

紫玫瑰

this was the show i watched since yesterday and i manage to complete it today.
its a taiwan drama,
kind of diff from the other dramas..
it focus much more on kinship.
If you are looking for some touching film, try watching this..

im not mad REALLY

2010-03-24T21:31:00.002+08:00

anyone have the most unrealistic thot of going back to the past
back to the 60s ??
well.. maybe after watching this show
巴不得爸爸
u most prob would want to go back to the past and check on hows the life back then was..

more about the show :
its a drama series(plus comedy) based on the 60s in HK
rather interesting.
if u are a person who takes kinship seriously to heart u would most probably love this show.

okay.. so... im not so good at words but well..
i strongly encourage u to watch this show

TGIF

2010-02-26T11:49:00.002+08:00

WOOTS...
finally the last paper is here...
wan to get it over and done with..
hahaha
cant wait for the fun after the exam today WHAHAHAHAH
well well....

as for ITL..
out of the 6 chapts to study for theory,
i have decided to onli study 4 of them..
lol..
thats all wad my brain can take..
well.. all i have to make sure is to get all my calculations qns right
and i can achieve a passing grade COOL

so ppl...
GOOD LUCK for the ITL paper
all the best ((:

everything shld end here

2010-02-19T13:10:00.002+08:00

i believe that was a punishment for myself..
well..
its been a almost a yr..
time to let lose now..
((:

he will bring me thru it

ECONS...

2010-02-11T09:58:00.002+08:00

okay...
FML...
study for econs and end up achieving a just pass
wadever it is..
end of econs..
okay.. i dun hate econs when it comes to written test...
but i hate econs when it comes to MCQ..
cuz... its far tooooo many options.
(ps : i know i knw... onli 4 options ...LOL)
still..
NVM...
ECONS HAVE END-ED

TAMIA....

2010-02-04T23:02:00.002+08:00

la la la
tml is WP written test..
i feel so NOT confident about it...

anw...
had a fun day yesterday with the guys and clique..
we went to have pool
cuz lesson was cancel :DD
so played till around 2 plus 3.. and left for home..
tooo tired...
tsk tsk tsk

and today.. skipped econs..
HAHAH
heard that 1lo4 onli...10 peeps turn up for class HAHAHA
COOL...
so ...
went to sch for the LAST CATS and S&W lesson (((:
and now ..
here i am trying to squeeze as much info about wp into my brain...

random stuff:
ppl.. try listening to TAMIA songs like .
officially missing you and almost..
nice songs to go along with when u are studying
LOL !

11.11 make a wish guys (:

fuck.. is someone cursing me or wad?

2010-01-29T10:44:00.002+08:00

(if u arent someone who can take vulgar.. dun continue reading this page)

totally down on luck nowadays
so F-ing sick of it..
test almost fail..
com lagging...
TOTALLY pissed

i mean i HAVE ENOUGH OF THIS NONSENSE ALR !
wad more shld i receive this wk?!!!!

ok i know im not surpose to BLAME ANYONE or ANYTHING
but PLEASE !!!!
i have enough of this fucking nonsense
i mean ENOUGH
srsly...

yesterday presentation i literally feel damn disappoionted by myself
FUCK !!!!
i know so much that i could have done better
and i mean it
REALLY BETTER
ARGH...

AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so fucking pissed of with wad is happening now..

its fate

2010-01-28T20:50:00.002+08:00

nowadays...
have been down on luck
especially this wk...

yesterday receive a bad news
saying that i have failed the interview..
i got to admit the fact that i felt really disappointed in myself..
and ..
im sorry if i have disappointed a senior of mine..
( PS :hope he read this post , im sorry.)
yeap...

so.. yesterday was a really bad day for me..
in the morning i was alr irritated by some msgs ..
then when we went for lunch...
i raise my voice to some of my girls in the clique...

IM SORRY GIRLS :((
hope u girls read this..
then just when i was starting to enjoy my lunch...
i receive a msg from the SLs in camp..
a bad news..
in other words...
i have not pass the interview..

after so went for FCS and did presentation..
and the lecturer didnt bother to listen to our presentation..
well done.. so much for us preparing..

then came today...
i have this weird mixture of feelings...
i mean im REALLY HAPPY for my friends that pass the interview..
but at the same time..
i have gotten disappointed over myself..
most probably..
i didnt want to miss out any fun with them..
but well..

i have thot it thru the day...
and finally ..
i think i have gotten out of it..
thanks den and jm.. haha
u guys were the first to sms me those jokes LOL..
and i really laughed in the bus LOL !

well.. maybe im really not suit to be a leader.
but still..
i would like to thank those ppl who i enjoy my times with in the camp last saturday
thank you :)

another wk

2010-01-18T00:10:00.002+08:00

so tml goes the same routine again..
sch sch sch
proj proj proj..
sleep sleep sleep...
boredom..
need smth to enhance my life a little now...
lets hope for miracle to happen this wk okay?

how about some shooting stars to start with?
LOL

anw...
im disgusted with that particular person..
REALLY disgusted by every word that person spoke..
lets hope i dun have to see that perosn ever again..
LOL.

just give me a lighter please

2010-01-13T21:34:00.002+08:00

lighter please....

i so feel like burning all my work now..
tooooo much to do..
projs after projs
they just kept rolling in..

im so hoping this sem could end ASAP..
so i can have a break..

gosh..cant believe im grumbling here

ELIZA...
JUST DO IT...
a little more and everything will be alrite....
ZZZ

so.. idk

2010-01-09T13:52:00.003+08:00

random updates..
sch have been tiring i guess for most of my friends..
but stil i carry on with my routine and that is to watch youtube
kang xi lai le every night b4 i turn in....

for this 2 days have been dreaming of woman
HAHAH
omg woman.. stop haunting me in my dreams :DD

anw..
sometimes i hope i can do smth, just a little smth to change my life..

argh...
feeling sick and that explain the randomness in my post...

oh oh ya...
i have uploaded the loft pic and vid on FB..
so yeah if u guys saw this do take a look at those pics LOL

oh one last thing..
i enjoy yesterday WP lesson the most HAHA
i spend almost all of my time listening to benson retro songs
and it seem like our clique know those songs too eh HAH

2010 --- projects all the way

2010-01-06T16:04:00.001+08:00

okay i have got around 5 proj on hand again ...
well done..
hope to get it over and done with soon ..

nvm. its over.

1L04 !!! :DDDD

2009-12-22T01:13:00.001+08:00

omg...
eliza is so loving 1L04
why?
cuz everyone is getting to be ON !
and im touched by them :))
cant wait for the day when we go to loft..

it made me feel that everyone is involve :D
it made me feel as a class..
hahah

im glad :))))))))

feel so crappy

2009-12-21T00:42:00.002+08:00

okay..
i wonder why do ppl lie
LOL
guess thats the best way to avoid reality.

i hope u can be honest.
and dun make up lie and use it as an excuse.
if u wan smth say it
if u dun wan it. speak out.
thats that.
so yeah..
hope i manage to knock some sense into ur brain..
and make u feel guilty for lying.
thats all i wan..
haha

SAD-ED

2009-12-17T09:06:00.002+08:00

GOD !!!
was thinking that i could get sun burnt today
but the freaking sun izznt out ...
so wad now..
its cancel !!!

CRAP...
wanted to go sentosa so much ...
zzzz...

but think on the bright side...
we are going shopping...
HAHA
so sentosa !!
im SO SO SO going to 'visit' u soon
no matter wad LOL

学警狙击

2009-12-16T14:08:00.002+08:00

look at my title
:D
hahah thats the show that i have been watching
学警狙击
is the part 3 of xue jing xiong xin.
very nice police show..
in this part of the story it consist of being a undercover, mix of feelings like love friendship and trust..

so im not going to mention the whole storyline here
i rather u guys watch the show on ur on..
and go thru the whole process of feelings ? HAHAHAH

guys watch the show okay
WATCH :DD

WOOTS

2009-12-12T22:37:00.002+08:00

ho ho ho
its been like freaking long since i blog..
okok i know my blog is like rotting..
haha
well..
im going to update it whenever i can ok?
anw....

SOOOO looking forward to next wk
HAHAHA
after CT..
1Lo4 is going to have lots of fun TOGETHER !!!
:DDDDDDDD

going sentosa on thursday
night tour on friday..
the following wk going to go to loft
if there is no changes made
HAHA..,
the girls are going to have a gift exchange :DDD
happiness.HAHAHAHAH

well well well...

13 more days to XMAS !!!! :DD
WOOHOO !!!
eliza freakingly love XMAS !!

CUI !!!

2009-10-28T22:22:00.000+08:00

wa lao !!!
eliza was SURPOSE to be able to work at ice bar on halloween night
but wth...
things izznt going the way it shld DAMN !!!!!
im like SO FREAKING SAD now..
CRY man LOL

after a long long break

2009-10-26T19:45:00.002+08:00

so.. its been SUPER long since i blog eh
haha
so sch started last wk and it seem that this time im getting adapt to that lifestyle real fast..
well..
for the past few wks i have been enjoying my holidays (ps: can see from my FB lol)
many events happen

and today was kinda relax for me
went sch at 9 and class ended at around 10 plus which means we have like 3 hours break LOL
so went to have KFC for lunch with clique then we headed off to julia hse to spend another like 1 hour plus there to watch the movie messenger.
then head back to sch
we walked REAL fast and it was FREAKING hot today LOL
i wonder how alicia survive HAHAH she was like wearing ..erm.. she insisted that is was "hiphop" style HAHAH
so yeah head back sch , had 2 hrs of maths followed by 1 hour of ITL lecture, we end early today u see haha
then we went to atrium to accompany mic and we had fries while chatting
after so headed home..

its always like this. Wasnt it?

2009-09-28T19:24:00.002+08:00

no matter how much discomfort you are going thru.
i believe u can just bear with . rite?
it seems that ..
you are FORCE to grow now.
you cant be that little kid that fool around anymore.
cuz everyone around you seem to grow.
and inorder to match to them.
u HAVE to grow..
and try to LEARN and ACT as an adult..
which i know u,eliza freakingly HATES it.
but face reality.
u clearly know wads going on now..

FUCK !!

my emcee days

2009-09-25T22:11:00.002+08:00

so...
today marks the end of me being the emcee for the past four days..
the things is..
im like so not up to the standard.
man, i hate this feeling..
i shld like rate myself 3 or 4 out of 10 man...
CRAP..

BUT !!!!!
i dun regret joining that event
seriously..
i learn ALOT from my seniors as well as max..
enjoyed my 4 days with
max sushan larry vivan aikhao joanne shawn

well..
even though i didnt do well...
but i believe it is a experience for me..
and i BELIEVE i am able to IMPROVE if given more chance to be a emcee
and i will MAKE SURE i improve
LOL !

PS: hahah i really enjoy the slacking time, the chionging for refreshment time as well as the choco foundue time with you guys :DDD
hope that there will be more of such events and we can all do it TOGETHER again haha :D

today

2009-09-13T20:34:00.002+08:00

went to have some fun finally with my sec sch friends....
kind of miss them after we parted..
well...
guys meet up soon..

if you were to find someone missing one day..
go to a place where u think s/he love the most...
and if u find s/he there..
then.. be glad...
cuz u can proudly announce that u know best

damn it

2009-09-10T16:25:00.000+08:00

im feeling so pissed..
feel like getting out of this house NOW..
and i mean it NOW

tay family voluntary work

2009-09-05T22:41:00.002+08:00

ok so... today was the day i long waited for..
woke up real early in the morning to prepare the curry chicken for the elderly..
of cuz... my mum and sis did the cooking while me and dad went to H.V. yo get the bowls and stuff then to the bakery shop to get the bread
so.. around 12 we left home and headed to YJC for the event
when we reach there most of the stalls were set up alr...
they had muah chee, tea leaf egg, chee chong fun, popiah, cup corns etc
and so after around 2 plus the 1st batch of elderly came they were givn tokens( ice cream sticks)
to purchase their food as well as to play the games..
and so when the 1st batch came ..
many elderly came to our stall to eat our curry chkn haha..
they REALLY LOVE it hhaha
anw..
there was a real sweet thing that happen...
there was this elderly who came and wanted to ta bao our curry chk back for his wife at home but he wasnt allow to.. man.. i felt like just giving it to him...
then there was this elderly who didnt had enuf tokens and wanted to pay us $$ for the curry chkn but we didnt take his $$ but gave it to him for free haha.. felt great ...
and and
there was these 2 cute ah ma they wanted to ta pao but we didnt have containers for them tooo...
so .. i didnt know how they did it but.. they manage to find some plastic bags and ask us to help them ta pao. hahah so mum decided to ta pao for them as they keep returning to our store haha, they wanted 10 each and they were really super cute...

OH YA !
beside my stall, is the stall that sold cup corn and they were volunteers for M.I.N.D.S the kinds were brought there to perform too...
idk why but everytime i see the kids from that stall my heart hurts man and it reminds me of the kids in Sunshine team where me and grace used to go there to help out every saturday..

anw.. cuz we sold our curry chicken off REAL fast my famiy decided to leave 1st..
but before we leave alot of elderly came to ask if there were anymore curry chkn.. man this was the part i felt so bad about... i mean i could sense that they really wan it as they seem to be so deprived of it. when i saw they sad faces.. god.. i feel like crying... and im not exagerating.. if u are there u will know..

so after the event we had two big bags filled with the bread we bought in the morning so we decided to give it to the elderly we didnt wan to waste it though.. after so my family went to bukit merah and lunch then headed HOME...
i was K.O. immediately when i reach home .. super tired ..
anw...
i willl ALWAYS remember this day ...
ALWAYS..

MC MONG !

2009-09-02T02:02:00.002+08:00

sometimes.. his dance is great HAHA

BURNT

2009-09-02T00:18:00.002+08:00

so wad have i done for the past few days..
on sat - went shopping around the whole of orchaard with char carine and grace
sun-was raining tooo heavily so did not go church thus tayed home all day till nite then went out for dinner
mon- yesterday went back HSS met up with many chers.. had fun haha then after that headed to vivo with friends to eat and talk after which some of them left for their exams while larry zk charrier went my hse.. the guys watched show while ma and char sleep LOL.. too tired.. then went for dinner.. then hm sweet hm
today - spend the whole day at home pounding chilli and preparing for the sat event and so now my hand is feeling BURNT !#$%^&

anw...
trying to find things to do for this whole holi..
i dun wan it to go to waste
maybe i might be going to learn some course of smth..
depends though..
haha i've got a dream to fulfill in my life..
haha..
so anw....
going to work out some plan soon..
and i mean it.. real soon

ppl have their own ups and down ..so eliza..
try to be understanding haha
dun be a nuisance just for once okay :)
haha

been a few days..
and life still goes on..
im getting the hang of it as time goes on now :)

HUNGRY

2009-08-30T01:58:00.004+08:00

HUNGER...
thats wad u suffer from
after thinking about tooooo much nonsense in the VERY early morning...

STOP THINKING..
too much things flowing in my mind ..
DAMN..

ANW...
monday going back HSS..
okay .. thats one thing that make me H-A-P-P-Y.

2 days
and charrier carine grace..
thanks for pulling me back from them..
cuz now i can see the consequences if i havent listen to u gals..
HAHA...

TIRED

2009-08-27T01:05:00.003+08:00

okok...
so got holme at 5 today after QLA exam
in other words have been watching shw since 5
LOL

ok so thanks to the MIO tv thing that i have
i have been watching movies with it..
just finish watching wu xia liang zhu (by wuzhun)
nice show... sad,romantic ending..

ANW...
the past two exams..
lets not mention about it LOl
so .. tml got to study for STAT
which means..
im going to die
why?
cuz .. i haven been listening in class for the past few lessons...
to make things worst
i got NO motivation to study
i find no interest in studyin now...
i dun see the point u see..

WELL..
wad to do....
in order to PASS well
so that i can get a GOOD GPA
and then go to a GOOD UNI
and study something that im REALLY INTERESTED in
i got to WORK HARD now...

i imagine myself getting a logistic diploma 3 yrs later..
GOSH...
totally have no idea....
stay optimistic :)
at least u have a gd class 1L04 to accompany u
to add on...
u found ur wonderful girls clique
who literally gossip with u and have 100% fun with
hahha adding on some little boys like MOMO and co hahah

man within this 3 years i so going to make FULL use of it...
NO MATTER WAD
HAHAHAHAHAH

PEOPLE !!

2009-08-26T00:53:00.002+08:00

GD NEWS !!!
HSS PEEPS
i got this from facebook
by mr tse
hss teachers day celebration
Celebration : 31 Aug 2009 (Monday)
Concert Time : 8.15am to 10.30am
Venue : HallPlease wear PROPER ATTIRE (no slippers, no shorts, etc) when you visit.
Thank you!

CHARRIER!! CARINE !!
time to meet and go back HSS
we are left with onli a few days to get some gifts for chers :D
we shall get our present by friday or saturday okay HAHA

idk why but im soooooo missing my HSS chers and choir
WOO!!
going to go back hss..
:DDDD
FINALLY !!!

I-N-S-O-M-I-A

2009-08-24T14:37:00.002+08:00

nvr thot that i would fall in love love love love~~
but it grew from a simply crush crush crush crush~~

yes yes this is the song that accompanied me thru the whole day while i was trying to pour some info of BF QLA and STAT into my brain

seriously im feeling so screwed up...
WHY?
cuz im so no prepared for the papers till now..
HAHA
the worst thing is.. paper start tml..
GD JOB ELIZA

okok so..
i have tried to spend my time WISELY
i came up woth a STUDY PLAN
thats something gd rite..
but the thing is
i didnt really follow up my plan eh...
WELL DONE ELIZA...

ok...now the time is 2.44pm
time to do some last min studying..
hopefully this time i would be able to give my 100%
LOl

those were the days..

2009-08-19T23:53:00.002+08:00

ok.. so..
for this whole week we wil be having our study week..and we are making so full use of it
HAHHA
on monday..
my clique all the girls went to catch a movie ( where got ghost) @ cine after my dental app.
then after that we went to have lunch at pasta mania..
then chat chat walk walk around orchard till nite hahah
then left me zn mic and fit
we sat infront some fountain and chatted till late night haha before leaving for home..

tuesday
im so determined to study ..
so woke up around 12 HAHA
then did some BF notes before larry called and said wan to STUDY together..
ok.. so around 4 plus they came to my hse they= zk and larry= troubles LOL :D
they SAID they wanted to study ...
but when they arrive they starting to watch movie at my hse..
watch for like an hour of so?
then we went to have dinner..
and so... we went back to my hse to "study" at aourn 7 plus 8...
when they FINALLY took out their books and WAN to start studying..
those 2 started to play with my rm toys the darts and stuff...
WORST .. those two steal my dairy... -_-ll
anw.... they left home at like 9? not sure...
still had fun with them anws haha

okok so today, wednesday
SURPOSE to meet momo and co at sch lib at 12
hahah.. but end up we were all late except momo and dom i guess
the rest of us simply woke up at like 11 plus 12 haha
and we reached around 2?
haha.. anw.. went to ourspace instead cuz there wasnt space in lib..
then we= me zn shikin michael start to STUDY..
while the rest went to look for our QLA cher ...
ok so i DID study and do SOME qns okay..
haha before me and zn lost concentration.
after around an hour??
me and zn went to lib to watch movie (1408)
after so went to atrium for lunch or izzit dinner?? haha
mic and momo join us.
and we crap alot with the sign lang. thing and their... hmm
"black magic" .. HAHA
its fun anw.. hahha
okok ...
and now im blogging... LOL..
but i did complete the 2 papers of BF before i blog okay HAHAHAH
HARDWORKING.. :D hahha
anw smth random i suddenly remember this : self praise is no praise HAHA
kk.. shall end here :)

im alr getting use to this...
well well..
get over it and i shall carry on moving :)

dun fall into the trap!

2009-08-14T22:04:00.004+08:00

recently have been watching movie in school..
was great to spend time there watching shows to make u LAUGH ..
currently..
eliza izznt in gd mood.
might be due to the lack of sleep which made me think of TOO much stuff..
more than wad my mind could take eh..

so... now the thing is...
eliza doesnt know wad she wants..
she needs to do some things...
things that could make her happy...
:)

currently.. days have passed as usual..
but still u are contridictiong LOL

movie @ NP :D

2009-08-13T00:56:00.002+08:00

today and yesterday was the same routine
after sch we went to watch movie in NP lib haha..
shows were nice..
it is a way to let to relieve some thots in ur mind u see..
well....
got some of our test results..
wad i can say is..
NVM its OVER hahaha

7 days..
i will show everyone that im FINE w/o u
:)

some thots

2009-08-09T14:57:00.003+08:00

당신을 위해 넘어지는 허용하는 것은 가장 크고 그러나 가장 감미로운 과오이다
때때로 나는 당신을 위해 내리는 것이 전부 보람있는지 생각해 본다
나는 권리가 없기 때문에 질문하고 나가 싶은 이렇게 많은 질문, 그러나 가능하다에 있다
당신이 저에게 보내는 그 단것 메세지
당신은 있는 그 생각
당신이 말하는 그 워드
당신이 저로 공유하는 그 순간
나가 지원을 필요로 할 때, 저를 주었다
나가 나를 말할 때, 격려한다 저를 아래로 이다
나가 말했음에 다는 것을 무슨 일이 일어나는가가, 말했다 질문했다.
나가 아프 때 저 거기 있을 것이라는 점을 말한다
그들은 가짜 이었는가? 또는 실제 그들은 이었는가?
저를 혼동한다 만들고 있다
그러나 어쨌든 그 순간 동안 감사
감사하십시오 .

유죄 이었다는 것을 말했다
유죄 당신이 저에게 느낌에게 이렇게 비참했던 만든
그러나 안다, 저에게 느낌을 비참해던 시킨 그것을 사랑해요 모른 때 이다
나는 놓친다
나는
그러나 나는 무엇을 해서 좋은가?
나는 당신에 의해 아프고 싶지 않다
때마다 나가 아래로 일 때
나가 좋은지 질문할 것이다
나는 관심사를 지금 의지하는 것을 보인다 보이기 때문에 가장 나쁜 한 것 안다.
나가 눈물을 다시 흘릴 마침 그때 지금
나는 다른 눈물을 흘리고 결코 약속하지 않는다
그러나 나가 할 수 있지 않는다 보인다
오늘까지 나는 아직도 마음을 빼앗겼는다
우리가 접촉을 지속하기 때문에 계속 3 일이다
그러나 그것은 좋다
나가 독립적인 것을 지금 배울 다는 것을 원인 I는 알고 있다

감사합니다. 사랑해요. 안녕.

larry BIG DAY LOL

2009-08-09T00:57:00.002+08:00

today was a long day..
woke up freaking early to buy stuff before heading to larry hse to give him a surprise AHAHa
met with zk and grace b4 meeting charrier for breakfast.
i love to spend time with them..
even though we did nothing.. cuz...
at least i feel relaxed..
we played bball..
sword fighting hahaha
stress..
then we headed to central settlers
played games and laughed like mad..
then to bugis new shopping centre watched the 360 degree 3D ghost show..
then headed home..
i wrote it so briefly cuz..
i believe gd things stay in ur mind forever :D
pics on FB :D
larry: HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!
THANKS FOR BEING THERE WHENEVER I NEEDED U
FRIENDS FOREVER EH hahahaha

it is onli when u feel hurt
that u realise u fall too deep.

new DAY !

2009-08-06T23:56:00.002+08:00

hahaaha
well well
charrier u are super funny !! hahahaha
idk why but i LOVE U OKAY !!
hahaha
if one day i decide i might woo u okay HAHA
anw...
a new day a new beginning..
NO MORE
HAHAHA
pple i really fine hahha
no WORRIES
carine THANKS !!
AHAHAH
well..
hahahaha
WOOTS !!
im not crazy okay...
charrier u shld know how i feel now
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA

it okay eliza its okay

2009-08-06T22:20:00.001+08:00

i've lost the battle
haha
its okay
im a idiot i know...
but im a brave one..
no worries :)
thanks anw
for this pass days wks months..
life will be gd for me
no worries pple..
just let me shed a few tears..
im strong after all
IM ELIZA haha

:)

2009-07-23T23:30:00.006+08:00

MY BELOVED GIRLS !!!

HAHA except grace not here

JIA MING !! HAPPY BDAY !! :DD

2009-07-23T08:10:00.006+08:00

to my dearest "sis" HAHA
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!

hahah i have said wad i wan to say in the sms alr so..yar..

lets keep it within ourselves HAHA

pictures NOW :

yes i know.. he is tall not that im short LOL

to end of..

i find this pic super funny !! hahah

anw smth random.

yesterday TAN-TEO literally gave up on our class

she said to focus in class dun use other application

but no one bothers haha

then she went checking asking: anything to close??

hahhah our whole clique was laughing

then after that she gave a little speech ..asking us to forcus blah blah blah

then she realise that we wun really listening so she say:okay i shall stop. none of u listening

then our whole class LAUGHED HAHAH

after that there was another joke

tan-teo: wad is the first thing thot of logistic

me: sai gang

alicia: cargo

HAHA

then we laughed again...

tan-teo wanted some reply related to excel but it turn out that our class wasnt really listening to her

hahah

and come to think of it.

TAN-TEO seems to be really aiming at us alr..

but i think we all enjoyed it HAHA

tuesday

2009-07-21T21:54:00.002+08:00

well.. from the title of the post..
dun expected anything great from my post LOL
so today is tuesday
we FINALLY touch on PBL2 for EIS..
so we are so going to rush our projects cuz... we got to submit them by next wk..
ppt and everything.. well..
then we had our breaks follow by stat..
today lesson was okay..

so after sch went to SP to meet charrier ws wc wy then headed off to marina sq
went shopping for gift for jm bday eh...
after we bought the gift met up wiv den
then we went for dinner
dinner was nothing great had simple meal
BUT it was great fun and laughter..
i was really LAUGHING like MAD HAHA
i miss those days where we all slack, chill, talk crap..
i love thefeeling of being with them..
they make me feel relaxed
hahhaa..
i can throw tantrum when im with them and they know me inside out HAHA
thats why :D
anw after that cabbed home cuz charrier was really not feeling well..
GET WELL SOON EH .. :DD

i miss u guys so much :)
finally going to see all of u again tml :)

i feel like giving up on logistic..
not that it is VERY difficult but..
it is just that.. i dun knw wad it will bring me to at the end of 3 yrs..
i have no single idea...

i think it is time we give ourselves sometime..
i dun wan to torture myself anymore..
LOL

monday BLUES

2009-07-20T22:41:00.002+08:00

today had EIS for two hrs in the morning.. man..
as usual it is BORING !! hahah
then followed by BF :DD was great today cuz class ended EARLY ! :D haha
then we had our break..

after an hour later we went back to class for ASTAT well..
was really sleepy but hahah..
this wad was made us laugh

Mr Ho: wad's ur height?
momo: 170
Mr HO: wad's ur height?
dominic: 196
Mr Ho : okay 156.
the whole class LAUGH
HAHAHAH
dominic was lying about his height u see
hahah dominic i TOTALLY UNDERSTAND HOW U FEEL haha

so yeah after go went to the lib..
surpose to study stat
but well we end up slacking, eating and joking.

im determine not to make the first move.

phew....

2009-07-19T16:46:00.002+08:00

almost forgot about my EIS quiz...
so just did it... with help of mic..

anw.. yesterday was great went to vivo to do proj wiv clique
then later we went shopping :)
haha
well always had fun wiv them haha

it's been 1 1/2 day...
well.. im waiting... :)

:D

2009-07-17T22:04:00.000+08:00

ppl im super proud of her..

she a choir memeber in HSS :D

well done carmen !! :D

IS

2009-07-16T20:37:00.003+08:00

god.. IS suck big time nw...LOL
there is this teacher she is going to replace ross
GODDDD
ross was freakingly nice and gd and CHILL
this cher ... lol. i have no gd comments for her
seriously...
im dragging myself to IS now..
DAMN...
IS WAS my favourite..
(ps: if the cher see this SHE shld know wad it means yes?.. i use the word WAS)
that cher is so particular in EVERY LITTLE THING
and this PISS EVERYONE in my class..
lol..
fine fine
im not going to mention anymore about her...
so after the IS
went to meet zn momo manfred for lunch fit join us after that..
hahah momo was SUPER funny.. ahah
ten we headed to lib...
WAS SUPER FUNNY in there tooo..
they camwhore but i didnt join..
no mood eh hahaha

anw.. tml is MDE games day..
HAHA a day for FUN !!!
even though we dun really know how the game is played but WELL...
HAHa we will enjoy this :DDD
hahah...

did some last min jogging kind of thing.. haha hopefully it will help eh..haha

wait. waiting.waited :)

-

2009-07-16T09:10:00.003+08:00

seriously, i dun like the feeling now..
we arent moving are we..
i know im being sensitive..
but.. well...
i shall see how things go..
we shouldnt rush things..
but if u have made a promise u shld at least keep to it rite..
i know...
it is the thots that count...
but the feeling inside me cant balance..
i lose my cool when it comes to such stuff..
pardon for me for being like this...

is making the first move so difficult..
the ans i think is yes rite?..
WELL..
:)

camwhore gang

2009-07-15T22:33:00.003+08:00

LOL..
today kind of HIGH yes everyone...
today was a nice morning for me :)
anw..
had BF - time passes damn fast cuz her lessons were GREAT :D
then QLA.. ok was rushing thru our assignment and tutorials ,
she says she wants to mark them LOl.
so for the first hr we rush thru doing our assignment and taking each other work haha..
2nd hour i was listening to my music and
we MSN in class super fun we were drawing to each other hahah

thenn followed by BIZCA.. - a super boring lesson..
she told us to on our com and we did some fliter thingy ..
then she said to do our case grader..
well.. we ( me fit mic zn alicia) didnt bring our casegrader..
we are united okay...
so we TRIED to do our project but see..
we couldnt really concentrate we were gossiping MSN-ing and everything
then we decided to camwhore in class.(PS: for pics go ZN blog :D)
then come TAN-TEO
she asked sarcasticlly if we were going to put that into our projects LOL.
then she added this group here is slacking alot.. LOL.
HAHA well...
thats us eh haha.

so after sch headed to lib well...
on the way there we were laughing like usual
then we were FACEBOOK-ING
HAHA

then headed home..
but i decided to find CHARRIER !!
HAHA
i miss her so much .. hahah
(ps: charrier dun roll ur eyes here okay HAHA)
i LOVE U !!! HAHA
well well.. had a small girl talk with her hahah
was feeling great
and GRACE thanks eh haha..
those sms HAHAH...
well.. so as not to be BIAS ..
i will say this...
GRACE I LOVE U TOOO
AND I FREAKINGLY MISS U eventhough u are in NP
thanks for those advices ppl

today was a nice start..
i hope it will continue yes..
lets just follow the flow and
not think too much :)

a day to remember

2009-07-14T20:45:00.003+08:00

okay.. today was really really a exciting,trilling,unexpected.... happy day for eliza. LOl
it is not becuz we went to some SATS thing for some ports visit things and end up waiting all time HAHA but
it was a real unexpected day for me..

despite the fact that i was shy all over ....(ps: dun puke ppl..)
and i blushed...
i would like to thank fit and all...
okok.. i know i wasnt really able to control my emotions okay...
idk why...
but thanks pple..
HAHAHAHAA
PS: fit if u read this i would like to thank u ... even though i got really SHY and stuff but.. THANKS....

i guess those unsures are clearing as time pass.. yes?
thanks for making the effort.... :)
i shall try my best to be a understanding girl okay?..
even though it is a little hard for me now.. LOl

outing !! :DD

2009-07-13T22:40:00.003+08:00

today was great :D
hahah...
when to town wiv fit alicia zn mic momo manfred
had a fun time haahha...
we went to watch ice age 3 :D
in 3D omg.. hahah...
first time watching the 3D one ahha.. well..
the characters were cute
but the storyline wasnt really gd..
haah some of them fell alseep in the cinema rite FIT and ALICIA?
HAHAH
anw...
after movie we went SHOPPING
ok to be exact it is WINDOW SHOPPING
haha
mic spend most of her $$ on the accessories
we were at cine then we walked to far east and back to heeren
HAHA
stay out till around 9 plus before heading home.
:D
LOVE TODAY !!

m i like tooo in to u ?..
to think back..
im scared i fall too deeply eh
afraid and unsure...
u are always avoiding certain things rite?
LOL.. we shall see about it :)
im shock that this time im actually serious about it..
m i probing too much into u ?.
the things u did for me..
those little actions..
those little words..
those little expressions..
those little thots..
those little care..
do they have ur permission to stay in my mind?
let time tell us the ans :)

im so angry wiv myself !

2009-07-12T22:14:00.002+08:00

ok im so going to promise myself not to do any more stupid things..
like wad i just did...
cuz im damn F up by what i just did
(ps: see my heading for the post so yeah .. allow me to voice out my anger )
my god i couldnt believe wad the hell i just did...
my god !! ELIZA dig a hole in the ground now !
and bury urself...
DAMN.. im feeling so damn STUPID...

AHHHHHH
im so dumb!

motivation please..

2009-07-11T14:52:00.002+08:00

see surpose on the lesson plan there is a statistic test next wk
but seems like.... mr ho sort of dun remember it too...
and i find NO motivation to study stats...
despite the fact that i dun really know wad is going on during his lessons nowadays...

I NEED SOME MOTIVATION NOW...
LOl...

dumb

2009-07-09T19:50:00.002+08:00

im feeling so dumb now....
very very dumb..

you came knocking didnt u?..

thousands of qns but no ans to it..